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Hey man, I just wanted to tell you that you still are, and always will be my brother. Mom told me what you said, and it really made me feel much better. I never, ever just wanted to drop out of the scene like that, or pick up and leave for that matter. There are so many things that I want to talk to you and tell you about, but I just can't right now. I lost out a lot when the jail thing happened, and all of the money that I got for the jeep went to long distance phone calls, that whole thing was a big mess. My original intentions were to get her back up here, safe and sound, and then come back home, but that's when she freaked out on me thinking that I was fucking her over, and that I owed her to either stay, or I should be put in jail, and called the cops to try and report me for probation violation. I don't exactly know what she did and didn't say, but the cops sure did run with it... I was on the front page of every newspaper from here to tim buk tu. Right now we are in dire straights, and she will definitely have it out for me if I go, so I have to play my hand, and make sure that she is in a house or apt., so that I can go on good terms. You know, this really is all hard, I mean, despite all, I really do love her, and I don't know what the fuck to do. She HAS done a lot for me, and God knows where the hell I'd be without her, but who knows what the hell will happen if we stayed together? My head has just gotten so fucked up! then I get worried about you guys, and what if something were to happen and I'd never see someone again. I had been trying to sell the truck (which fortunately my mom bought, I wish that I could have just given it to her, but that was my only way to get back to having my own source of income, which I need to make it out of here), to gain back my nest egg, and get me started on ebay again. I have had traffic to the site, but there's a lot in getting your search results to come out on top with the internet. Stop by and check out some of my new work... check out the Warriors Seat! www.suedeskintools.com And as far as the site... I did all of that shit myself too, from the logos, all the way down to every last graphic... I'm getting pretty good at this computer shit. I will contact you soon, I promise... give my best to your old lady. You look great. Your site looks great! Love the hot rod. I wish you luck with music and all... I've been trying to pick it back up again, myself... I have more than enough time on my hands. Look, I have to delete this message and cover my tracks, so that it doesn't start any shit, so PLEASE DON'T WRITE BACK! And Don't tell my mom any of these details, she isn't good at talking code or anything over the phone. I never know when she is going to be right here by me when I check my messages. Everything's cool. Love you man, Miss you, like hell. C I know this was probably a sloppy ass email, but I had to piece it together here and there, and hide it in a patch of HTML in a tiny ass frame on my site until I could send it. I'll find a way for you to email me, I'll have to open up a new account or something, I'm just covering all grounds, as to make sure that it doesn't show up in the computer's auto complete... she has been using my computer, and might see it. Indiana Jones is coming!